In And Out She's impeccably brutal In the ways that she is beautiful She's perfectly insane Perfect in my brain All my unrequited yearn leaves a visible burn All our memories Play out within my dreams In and out of sleep Like a widow I weep At the hopelessness of her return I hate her Outward I love her Inward I wither Without her I feel her crawling under my skin Deeper than anyone has sunken in Though she's filthy with lies I'd compromise my worthless pride To feel her deeper within In and out, I'd give my breath Every single one from birth 'til death If it would make her concede Make me complete Once again I hate her Outward I love her Inward I wither Without her

7.8.06 17:51 Permalink / 4 Comments / comment

Perfection Lost All her words Could go in reverse The angel that you see Is a devil underneath A deceit in allure Grabs you by the core You walked away too slow It never lets you go Arms that once caught your falls Won't miss you now that your gone Prisoner to four cold walls Your finger always on the trigger of the gun Your pain seeks revenge You'll seek it to no end Until she finally sees Your fatal disease Like a plague to the heart Like shackles on the soul As your mind falls apart It never lets you go

6.8.06 22:16 Permalink / 1 Comment / comment

Hush If I turned from black to white Would it connect your heart and eyes? If I retreat, return, repeat Would I still be a ghost in the backseat? Such inquests must be amiss For results recieved pull this beating mass further down Words are weights too trying to dismiss Burdened in silence's mouth Approaching slow until sudden stop To aching joints I drop Secrets recite in one sound Knees growing roots in the ground Resonating ring long after the pause With no resolution found Ground in teeth and blurred in cause Swallowed by silence's mouth

27.6.06 20:40 Permalink / 1 Comment / comment

Coroner's Funeral The depths that linger inside a heart A painful hollow of echoing memories Keep the teeth and tears cautiously apart I only laugh so hard I cry inside my dreams   A photograph covered in broken glass As the aching begins to unfold Unsent letters for the better Weeping for the sadness it told   I'd search for years Walk the streets for days Try to remember never Forget always   The windows shut despite of me As I place my lips upon the pane And breaking through, I taste the rain Again for the last time   Puppet strings and threads and things I let go, I don't remember when Used to writhe in the pain of your remains Moments pass when it still stings Moments last when I forget your name And I feel my skin crawl As I feel my heart fall Smiling as it lays at my feet That I may pick it up and repeat   I'd search for years Walk the streets for days Remember fears As fairytales decay   It's not impossible now Still naive to how it's gone about But let's see how far this heart can spiral out

2.5.06 19:45 Permalink / 2 Comments / comment

Rehab Of Syntax Speaking without fear of relapse Rehab of syntax My words only shadowed by What I'd do to keep you by my side And never take either back   All I ask is everyday To breathe with you Together we'll move And I will love you always   In your absence I can't fall asleep In your presence I've fallen deep Only your hand I'd take And vows I'd never break Only you I'll ever keep   All I ask is everyday Keep your kiss on my lips Display your skin under my fingertips And I will love you always   And everyday more in love than ever All I ask is you forever

2.5.06 03:09 Permalink / 5 Comments / comment

My Perfection In the comfort of your passenger's seat Our fuel was belief That fate handed us a winning hand Driving to the music of our future plans On a road I've never followed I felt an end around an unexpected bend   Will a smile ever grace my face that never fades away? My perfection always has a defection And in between my inner seams never fails to fray   Grip the wheel As I'm spinning into something that doesn't seem real In a car crash I'm laying in the broken glass I'd give anything to have part of the past that flashed Before trembling eyes that unmask the disguise Hoping to be closing for the last time   Will a smile ever grace my face that never fades away? My perfection always has a defection And in between my inner seams never fails to fray   Standing in the headlights haulted None at fault yet Until your begging hand is out stretched And I wonder how to walk away from this wreck   My perfection always has a defection

20.3.06 17:07 Permalink / 4 Comments / comment

Tangled Heart Frozen still in subtle fear Of reciprocation never there If so, then in this moments glance A false hope brings back lost years Your words are vines Tightly wound and loosely draped In the beating core of my cage of bones Your words stay, carefully placed Your words alone Nearly faint at a song I've never heard before Wraps me in it's rarity Covets every nerve Upon the taunting string you hold the key Makes me believe, maybe just once more The first shall never pass without me It will never let me go But I may gain precious time with you With you alone

5.3.06 20:24 Permalink / 1 Comment / comment

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